More failure...

I wonder why I am here. What good am I doing? I don't seem to have any influence on anyone that matters. I have so much to do, I have so little time. I love God so much. I love my family and friends and those I am responsible for so much, why is it that can't seem to help them to understand what is needed to keep them safe from the adversary. I have made so many mistakes in my life, and I don't know if I am making mistakes now. I work hard to try to keep the commandments. I hate the fact that I can't help them see what the truth is. I wonder what good I do. Probably nothing...it's like I am on a treadmill, running, but getting nowhere. I am sorry that I am not making any sense. I know I don't make a difference in anyone's life. I don't help them become closer to God either. I am so worried that I have screwed lives up so much they cannot ever be fixed. That nothing will ever make things right. God, please, please help my family. Keep them from the things that hurt them. I would give up anything to bring them to thee. Please. please, please...what should I do?